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Egocentric Self-Pitying.
the Life of an Over-Sexed, Cracked Out Preteen.
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18th-Jul-2011 01:11 am - Is it sad
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14th-Jul-2011 09:35 pm - I am broken.
I really am. I've tried how many times to compliment you, and all you do is dismiss it like a piece of garbage. You always complain that no one loves you--when are my feelings going to matter? When am I ever going to matter? I guess never, if you're that afraid to just take a step forward. 
26th-Apr-2011 10:57 pm - It's fucking hilarious
It's fucknig hilarious how easy it is to lie about how you feel.
I may look happy, I may look just fucking peachy
but guess hhat?
its the only thing i think about anymore and maybe i should jsut fucknig do it
no one would care about me anyway
no one does
dead or alive
they only care when youre about to do it
I don’t understand why none of my family saw it.

I don’t understand why I lie about how I feel on the inside.

Jesus, if my family saw this blog, I think they would make sure I was locked up tight in a padded room with a goddamn straight jacket, just to make sure I don’t do anything stupid.

Too late, mom. Too late, Dad. Too late, every other fucking person in my family.

And I’m having yet another pregnancy scare.

I give up.

I’m a failure, I’m a fucking whore, I’m a fucking alcoholic.

I’m a mistake.

I’m sorry mom.
15th-Apr-2011 03:06 am(no subject)
 LiveJournal to post extremely private things. Even though my life will never be private, thanks to Tumblr.
Oh well.

I really don't know what to post, other than that I really just hate everyone and everything.
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